Monday, 23 September 2013

Nostalgic

I must say that I have been quite busy with many things from small to big.I have recently entered to a whole new process of life,working. It was really unexpected to get an offer job especially to teach in my secondary school. I am honoured to serve my dear secondary school, SMK St Francis Convent for several months. Things didn't change much since I left on 2011. I remembered clearly the conversation I had with Sir Lim, my former Physic teacher, while looking after the kids in the assembly hall:

Sir: Do you still remember sitting down in the hall just like one of them?
Me: Yeah, sir. It was just two years ago.
Sir: Now you're standing here as a teacher, serving the school. 


That made me realize how time flies within two years. Getting the opportunity to be a part time teacher in my high school wasn't in my mind at all. But I am blessed to serve the school even as a temporary school teacher just like our school motto: to love and to serve.The teaching experience that I gained here is priceless and worthwhile. I thank God for that.




I remembered one of my buddies telling me this, "Do what you enjoy doing. That would help to destress yourself". Thanks for being an understanding friend. You know what, it really works. I really enjoy watching sunset. Watching sunset somehow reminded me how awesome and creative God is. For we know that it is God who paints the skies!
Spending quality time with my buddies is something to be cherished.No matter how busy a person can be,if you really care for someone, you will always find time for them. I cherished every single moments we had, the jokes, the laughters and the endless story telling time. It was worthwhile.

Knowing that everyone is leaving soon, I realized that our farewells are never enough. After one by one left, I am stucked here alone in the land below the wind, wishing I could be somewhere else. Sometimes, you are just used to doing things together and when things aren't the same, you start flashing back those moments. It didn't help you much but only feeling nostalgic even more. I really miss everyone.I imagined, what if Peter Pan's world really exists and we can just stay where we are and never have to grow up.  Only then we can have each other and never have to lose each other by sight. But,



 More than anything, more than anything,
My wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.


That song basically summed up what I feel right now. How long shall we wait to see each other again? a month? two? four? or perhaps a year? I don't know but I hope you still stay the way you are. Don't change much because you're awesome just the way you are =]